I know many of you have been asking me to share the story of my labor, and for a long time I hesitated. Birth is such an intimate, transformative moment that it takes time to find the right words. But today I finally feel ready to tell you everything. And boys, you can simply like this post and gently keep scrolling.

My delivery was planned for medical reasons, and I was scheduled for induction at 39 weeks. I learned about the exact date just one day before, which left me with mixed emotions. Part of me wanted to hold on to that unique connection I had with the baby inside my belly for a little longer. Those quiet moments when I felt every kick and movement were so special. But at the same time I felt a deep excitement knowing that very soon I would finally see the tiny person I carried for so many months.

The entire process moved faster than I expected. Late in the evening, after all the necessary preparations, I received pitocin to start contractions. The night felt long and blurry, and by the next morning our baby arrived through a normal delivery. I thought I would be frightened when the moment came, but the anticipation of meeting him was stronger than any fear. I fully trusted my doctors, their experience, and their calm confidence. I knew we were safe and supported.

In reality, I barely remember the labor itself. The only moment clearly imprinted in my memory is when they placed the baby in my arms. That first touch erased every fear, every doubt, and every difficult moment. The female body is extraordinary in its ability not only to endure but also to protect, transform, and bring life into this world.

My original plan was to let labor start naturally and avoid the epidural. But plans do not always unfold the way we imagine. As the contractions intensified rapidly, especially due to induction, exhaustion took over and I eventually asked for the epidural. I don’t recall the moment very clearly — it feels like my subconscious mind made the decision for me, choosing relief when my body needed it most. They say induced contractions can be stronger and more sudden, and from what I experienced, that might be true. Perhaps someday I will have a chance to compare.

Mamas, I would love to hear about your own birth experiences. Every story is so unique, and each one has its own strength and beauty.